KMA!!
i dont think i kicked the crap outta a levels but who cares. really. SUPER PYSCHED TO MEET HOTSTUFF TMR. she has planned a surprise for me that requires me to wear a dress and heels. omg. i see myself cabbing. i dont wear heels unless it's just a dinner or a function bcos heels are not friendly things at all. but girls, are still suckers for them. Speaking of heels, i wanna get heels from C&K.
MY ALLOWANCE IS CUT BY HALF! h.a.l.f. omg. i see the days of brokehood coming. superman's not going to work. so i have to go to work to support us. HAHAHA. pls he will NEVER go to work. maybe at a lan shop like he said. so he can game and work at the same time. which honestly, is a pretty good idea. cause it kills two birds with one stone. But one condition. his work shift must be at night. like 1am-6am kind. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. no im not afraid he's out late doing God knows what at that hour. but so i can meet him during the day even if he's a walking zombie.
but you know what, i figured. either way, my part-time-no-pay job will always be a massager.
and yes, it's passed two min.
tmr, I WILL HAVE A LIFE.
congrats to me.
first day without superman. Well, he kinda had a 12hr bus drive to cameron. and he texted me using his dad's phone! so we texted a while and then he gave me a surprise call! :D
which went pretty funny.
him: hello
me: hello.
him: hello
me: hello. who are you looking for?
him: urm, may i speak to caroline
me: uh-huh.
him: huh
me: yah.
and then we started talking. HAHAHHA. i thought i missed him too much so i was hearing his voice in my head. so i didnt think it was really him. until he asked for me. quite funny cause after that he became v blur also. hahaha.
and today is a happy day! daddy bought me t90 sony cybershot camera! it's 499 okay! :D:D:D finally i have a camera again! stupid camera bailed on me when i needed it most. so yes im happy!
and today i was checking my email and i got a shock. bcos i read an email from photobucket saying my photobucket has 22116 new views THIS WEEK. which is quite scary bcos i didnt think ppl view my photobucket..
so anw, today's attempt to do physics was rather :/ my mind was longing to watch YB. LAST EP! EXCITING!
totally excited for monday bcos hotstuff is planning a surprise for me. i wanna buy shoes btw. and clothes. and can someone buy me a house to put my stuff? thanks. it's overloaded.
gosh. now ís not the time to grow fat!!
i will love my life after a levels. come to mama!
- Mood:
happy
he told me to take care and drink lots of water and not to fall sick and all. speak as though he's leaving for a month! but this few days are going to feel like months.
i really really really want him here with me now :( sigh.. listening to "never be alone". sounds better with his voice.
if ive been studying.
hahahhahahhaha.
not really
havent started since mon
hahahhahahahahhahha
shyte. should start tmr
good thing ive max out the number of available ep of you're beautiful on youtube. haahah.
sorry for the lack of updates. Been busy lately(: okay, was suppose to be doing physics. but i think maybe i'll start tmr. I hope i get the drive by tmr. At least the bf wont be around. so I might get more motivation to study now play later.
Been busy hanging out with the bf and watching You're beautiful. Still prefer bbf though. but this show's pretty nice too:D and yes, ive watched all available ep so now im just waiting for ppl to upload (:(:(: Listening to adam lambert's songs now. The bf's influence bcos i was never really a fan but the bf kept saying he's really good so i listened. and it's a lot better during his competition days i feel. and he sang time for miracles in 2012 movie. love that song!
so i guess you figured ive watched that movie. watched with superman on tue. went to his house. was 15 min late. Promise to be there at 9.30 but i woke up 40 min late. first time in weeks i woke up after 7am! and it had to be that day :/ sorry dearestest.
he was super tired so we were at his house till the late afternoon. he taught me how to play w3k. haha. wanna play on my com but it doesnt work so now have to reinstall. we watched 2012. really nice! i cried like 3 times. like really cry kind bcos it was so sad! when i saw so many lives gone just in a split second, it was really sad. Especially when the Indian guy who piece tgt the entire thing died in the end too. was really sad. Like the last part when the dad didnt die, omg i was so happy i cried. LOL. the bf was really sweet wiping my tears(:
didnt have time for desserts so we just walked ard.
WED:
last min dinner outing. went to suntec to eat. went to play arcade. omg!!! THAT *******! the bf knows. you *****!!!! hahhahahaha. anw, today was really fun. but dinner was really sinful. we had two pizza. was really huge! and one of them was FOUR CHEESE. omg. faint. it was nice though. but really guilty.
THUR:
lost the motivation to study. need to get it back a-sap.
i cant confirm my free dates yet so sorry to those who are asking me out but havent got confirmations!
pictures soon! camera spoilt!
- Mood:
blank
hey world. the long awaited one week break is here. Memories of O level's one week break is pouring back.
Half of the excitement was felt last friday. Today's excitement was a different kind. it was the feeling of finally getting to be physically next to the bf rather than trying to relive the moments with him.
once again, i was greeted by his v big fierce dog. but he didnt bark at me(: he stared at me. hahah. i just pretend i stayed there and i walk in v openly. and he followed me. in the sense that he went to that part of the house where he can view me inside the house through a door.
v happy to see the bf! :))))))))))))))) million chins smile. haha.
anyway, the journey was fastest cause i was watching You're beautiful- korean drama. and the girl sitting next to me keep watching also. haha.
we got ready pretty quickly and went out. Ate at fish & co. my shoes gave me blisters today D:
we quickly went to watch paranomal activity. Yes you've probably heard extreme views of that show. but damn, at first i was scared but after a while okay. but the last part was scary. what some reviews said was true. ppl will find the first part boring but the building up of the show at the end make it worth watching. it's scary bcos it's realistic. unlike those kind of horror movies where they make up the stories.
the bf and i got scared. and i havent got scared for damn freaking long. my twin is laughing at me! cause i always laugh at ppl get scared. especially on t10's first class outing. i suggested and convinced everyone to watch a horror film. body 19 i think? but i ended up laughing ttm. i was seriously bursting out laughing when the ghost appeared. then my guy classmates called me sadistic. and they were damn scared! they said no more horror shows already. hahahahhahha.
okay, so after that we went to shop for baby's ear studs. he has two ear holes now. one on each ear.. and baby dyed his hair. pros and cons. he's damn cute+good looking but i never tell him. act normal. the bad thing, GIRLS ARE GOING TO CHECK HIM OUT MORE :( first THAT TUITION girl (hahhahah) then THAT SAME EXAMINATION VENUE girl. WHAT IS THIS! STOP STARING AT MY BF! I GORGE YOUR EYE BALLS OUT. HAHAHAH.
anyway, i told my mum the movie damn scary. she laughed at the thought that i cant sleep tonight :( a horror movie has never been on my mind for so long. ive watched stephen king movies since i was in primary school and i didnt even get scared. but it made me have a bit of phobia of clowns. the show of IT by stephen king.
but the bf cover my during the scary parts :D
tmr is another day with baby dear(: promised to be at his house at 9.30! omg right. anyway, i better go bathe first before my sister comes back!
btw chem sucked man. but i tried my v best to get over it bcos i didnt wanna spoil mood for the bf and me. sucked man:(
my dad just stole the toilet!!!!!!!!!! and my sis is back.
omg! im waking up like 6 plus every morning! this is so not funny okay! last three morn i woke up 6.59am sharp. today i woke up at 6.30am!
WTB. I WANT MY 8 HOURS SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP. IT'S MORE THAN 16 HOUR DRIVE ALREADY.
i dont wanna be walking panda! :(
should i start my chem mcq now? omg i think damn lameeeeeeeee please.
Im so excited to start reading my book. STORY BOOKS. stop giving me the glare like PGD. what? she thought i was going to read textbooks/assessment books? HAHA. i seriously miss reading. and watching movies and my drama series. hotstuff introduced me a new korean drama series. better not start just yet in case i get hooked.
i wanna buy my camera! 499 how about that. D: HALF A GRAND. how many dresses is that?!?!?!?! lol! okay okay. i shall go attempt to start chem now. here we go again.
anyways, i create a blogger. for life after a levels. HAHAHHAHAHA. im just damn bored with lj. 'but i know i'll return here because it's more user friendly. i just totally miss changing my template and all.
- Mood: excited
HEY WORLD! how damn long have i not been here!
omg. it's like no more written papers anymore! left MCQ. yes mcq has the ability to determine my final grade, it could actually bring my one grade higher if i can score but omg! i was like screaming and jumping after econs today. hahahahhahha.
im so gross.
today i went to eat with PGD. and we went to j8. please it's totally NOT youth oriented. there's nth to do there. i was using econs to describe the mall! like omg. so gross. but dinner was really good with PGD cause we got to catch up. and things got really funny because i did sth. HAHAHHA. and then the response i got was hilarious! and we were like just laughing in the middle of no where!
i dont care. when a's over im going to own the shopping malls. hahahha.
anyways, there's no more tuition! :D yesssssssssssss. AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE MOST EXCITING THING? I CAN HANG OUT WITH SUPERMAN NEXT MON AND TUE! AND V SOON BABE AND THEN HOTSTUFF! OMG EXCITED TTM!
i badly wanna shoppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!
- Mood: happy
This is the first time im blogging since weeks ago. Ive left the blogging world temporarily because of exams. Despite my urge to blog and rant about my past events, happy and sad. (but mostly happy ones(: ) A lot’s been happening for the past few weeks as cliché as it may all sound right now. And im stopping my studies for now to return to this page, for i have a v important message to write here tonight. I hope he doesnt accidentally click on my page before i tell him to!
anw,
..
I wanna wish Superman,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BABY! (:
Yes, it’s my baby’s birthday! (: im writing this entry specifically at 11.11pm and baby just texted me to call me. He probably thinks i am busy studying. Yes, he found out im a nutcase when it comes to focus on studying. I have established his second worse nightmare.
Anyway, my point of writing this entry is to dedicate this entry to my sweetest hero.
pay attention to the lyrics loverboy(:
Im really sry i cant physically be with you on this v impt day. I kn how much this days means to you even though you shrug it off as just another bday. But i want you to kn it is impt(:
Baby how far we've come from 1st june. or more precisely 31st may. How we met the first time. we didnt even look at each other in the eyes. You in front of me and me behind. Less than a metre away but complete strangers were the best we were then. The next thing i knew, i was shy around you. I didnt dare to look at you and i pretended you werent there. How silly i was, how foolish the heart was. For the more i tried to pretend, the greater the impression i had of you.
As subtle as the feelings were, it was definitely shouting out to me. So i tried in my little ways to catch your attention. I didnt know how to because you had the aura (HAHA) when you walk in, i shy away. then you walk out i wish you turned back. funny isnt it? How far we've come.
and if that isnt enough to show just how much we went through, i'll never forget the times we were separated for weeks. and the times we argued over the silly things and the things that helped me change for the better. Handling a tai tai gf isnt easy (i know. fine i admit. haha). But boy, am i glad to have known you! and how could i forget the happy times we went through too! Movies, Kbox, cabbing (HAHAHHA. it's your fav hobby), SHOPPING! and our many have yet to do activities like picnic, swimming, holiday, chalet, bowling, bball, running, sleep overs, movies, shoppings.. and the list goes on! (:
Im not afraid to express my feelings out for you on the net because i kn how blessed i am to have you.
Our tough days are ending baby. the days are numbered! :D
This year's bday might be filled with mixed feelings. Happiness from graduating from your 2-year childcare centre and the horror of the A levels the v next day. But baby, fret now okay! keep those happy thoughts in mind and we'll get thru it tgt as always.
Really wish you a super duper amazing birthday! :):):)
With love forever more (and more),
Blue.
the heart speaks through actions
and actions speak louder than words.
the heart never lies.
secrets only the heart knows.
(:
:(
(:
:(
......
must go through it before i get THERE. rahhhh.
there's one song in my head now. totally stuck. but i dont wanna hear that song ever again! D:
anyways, we're in 'holiday' mode already.. life is so mundane now! i dont what to blog lah!! ugh. BYE.BYE.BYE.BYE.
sleep deprived! accumulated. counted? haha.
anyways, one more happy kiddo tonight.
yes, pgd's right. theres no right or wrong. but whatever decision i make, i have to be responsible for the future it brings.
only time will tell.
but for now, i gotta learn to trust myself again.
(:(:(:
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
40 days to after a levels!
- Mood: content
pls chase those thoughts away.
i still have ONE more entry to make. but no time now.
im back!
still waiting for pics. anw, there's F1 pics! 
final day! (:
This kind of thing, go once is enough. seriously. lol. 
without the fat face. must must must lose weight. ive became chubbierrrrr.
edmund
my camera literally died after that picture. serious. hahah.
at work!
the bare totem pole
i thought this was quite funny. haha. i didnt take the pictures. i think hanif was the photographer. so i have v random pictures in my camera.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA. OMGGGGGGG. I LOL WHEN I SAW THIS. LOL! JQ! see him? hahahha. lookalike
sry i was lazy to rotate it. haha.
omg. hanif's super unhealthy hotcakes. it's like one cube of butter EACH!
COMPARE. HAHAHA. this is mine haha
edmund looks the best here. hahahha.
celebration drink, you look like a darter tilting your head. hahahha.
sy!
choosing the songs to play on the speaker. need to slim down :(
yes. that lil girl dashing to the audi bcos she's 25 min late or so. haha.
the after party.
debb and i took with the guys. hahaa. so super extra.
I AM TALLER THAN THE TOTEM POLE BEFORE IT'S MAKEOVER.
qi neng kept coming over to my classroom to look for me. damn funny he kept asking how's my progress. i laugh at him say he's confirm v bare. then in the end he finished first! mine was BARE. hahaha.
he asked me where i got my totem pole. i said they delivered to the classroom. AND HE BELIEVED ME. HAHAHAHHA.
it's always like that. hahaha. it's v funny how my ig thought we were tgt! omg. funny pls! how can the both of us be tgt! but he's a v nice and good friend. i always ask him help me to hand things in cause he's htc too. haha. during pae, i rmbed he sent me home cause i was sick rather than went out with the ig to have fun. he's v nice. and he squeeze water outta his mouth piercing to entertain me! i was so grossed out bt it was v funny.
haha. okay. i cant argue which is taller...
obviously me!
GRADUATED
empty
2t31 '09
will miss them terriblyyyyyyyyy
and her. shes the nicest. super lax and all even though she
i was DISTRIBUTING IT
haha. v typical.
lunch!
hanif's (desserts)
mine ( appetizers )
debbie's main course.
somemore pics but im tired already.. haha.
i regret.
okay. ive been pushing blogging for a v long time. but baby wants me to update cause he wanna see all my fat pictures. so since im here, i'll do a decent entry. ( other than this, other updates are on twitter )
ive a lot of pictures.
while im waiting for the pictures to be uploaded, i shall blog about my accomplishments today! it's not v great but on the acct that i woke up at 6.45am today, i think it's darn good already.
I read newspaper ( this is not tai tai my dearestest. IM NOT TAITAI TO BE EXACT )
okay, so i did managed to wrote down points i can use. My gp tcher was begging us to read for the next few weeks to come so at least we sound knowledgeable when writing our essays. haha.
okay, then i went through a school's prelim paper 2 GP.
then i did an essay outline. (2 more to go)
and i memorised 5 chapters of econs. To be exact, all my microecons topics! (: yes, the whole market structure as well. from demand and supply to market failure. h8 market structure..
i was v lost in thoughts the whole of today. too tired and i keep eating cause it's the only distraction. im so full still eat. going to eat dinner now even! i shall be back with pics and updates. i'll leave this here first.
i know the latter sounds more logical here. but what if you really love that person but it's better that the both of you go diff ways? I mean there can be two people who really love each other but do not end up tgt. By letting go, you have to deal with the pain of letting go. but in the long run, it might be better?
Ive once read that love isnt about letting go but by holding on.
Yet ive more than often that if you really love the person you will be able to let go no matter how hard it is.
Which is harder? letting go or holding on?
Music lyrics affect me a lot because it gets me thinking and ive heard of both extreme views. so which is it?
p.s this has no relation to baby and me. im really caught between the two views.
Well, guess what?
WE'VE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM SCHOOL! (:
im v v v happy even though there was a lil sadness. Im finally through with htc jobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb!!!! :D:D:D
i shall blog more tmr because im attempting to do a GP paper now. Debbie's CD is playing on repeat on my laptop now. She burned a CD that was filled with HS's fav songs. thanks for the presents! :D 2pm's song playing now and i rmb it's our alarm during selangor fencing open. haha. Really miss those times.
whatever it is,
like i expected, this graduation is a lot diff from secondary 4.
More updates tmr.
Hi!
i know YOU read my blog.
there's no hiding(:
if you talk, make sure you know who you say it to and what you say.
because you're not the only who talks.
people talk too(:
goodbye pal.
p.s you think you're the one im talking about?
maybe you're right, but then again, please think again. thanks(:(:(:
***
so v happy i managed to make baby laugh when he was freaking pissed off with sth that happened. he wanted to hold his laughter so he dont look retarded in public. hence he went off to a corner to laugh. LOL.
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