I like how i relate to music be it during sad/happy times.
I like how music can bring me back to the past like a time machine that was never discovered.
I like how music can make me cry easily when im sad.
I like how music can bring up the mood.
I like how music can bring people together
I like how music can be a good company in both a crowded and lonely place
I like how a song can make you confused and peaceful when listened at different occasions
I like how music can fill your soul as easily as it can empty your heart.
Speaking of how much i really like music, I really really wanna buy a pair of sennheiser earphone! like really really really really want it!
But i decided to buy sth else for my love now, so i have to say bye bye to my earphone for now :(
Im running on a budget for now so it's either this or that alr :(:(:(
p.s proper blogging l8t. driving now.
***
This is a battle. I just wanna run away.
Run away,
Before it rains on me again.
- Mood:
exhausted
I have only worked for two days this week! which is a good thing cause this week is thematic D:D:D:
first lunch was S:
second lunch was really good. went out with sis and bf to eat at TGIF. omg i like the food! hahaha. but it's pretty ex. the atmosphere is good though during night cause it's open air.
thematic sucks but i managed to tally my numbers on the second day! what a relief.
***
Wednesday i had my first driving practical lesson! was excited but nervous too in case i bang car. so embarassing can! haha. but my instructor was funny, v easy to talk to too. surprisingly i can multitask. like talk and drive. but once in a while, when i reply him, my attention diverted away from the road and my car wasnt going straight. hahaha. he said i can pick up turning good! (:
After which i went to meet twin for shopping for cny. honestly, i went there thinking it will not happen and we will just end up playing pool at meridian. hahaha. so i brought him to 313 since he had no idea where to go. I managed to see some tops that were pretty nice for LB and the price is much better than the ones we saw the other time.
anw, at the end of the day, i concluded that i wasnt meant to shop that day! We went to cotton on. and i saw a skirt i really really like! but it only had size S :( no XS :( it was really nice. it's really hard to find a flowery item that isnt too much yanno? Then i went to uni qlo and saw a pair of jeans i freaking like and it's v comfortable! but the cutting doesnt suit me. it cost 49.90. if i go tailor it, it will cost about 10 bucks more. for a pair of jeans.. hmm. im thinking twice since it's so darn hot to wear jeans in spore. i just really love the colour. Then i went to cotton on and saw a pair of shorts i like! everything was half price. so it's 20 bucks now. but i decided not to buy it and left. (which i regretted later on) and then i went to far east and my jeans there cutting was weird. like size 25 is tight but leg wise v fitting for skinny jeans. size 26 is v comfortable but the leg cutting too loose :( it's 40 bucks so if i tailor it wil be 50. so i decided not to buy cause no hurry. and i saw bags i like. hahahah. shyte man. everytime i see sth else than jeans my twin will say
" Wow. i didnt know that looks like jeans to you" and i'll try to walk away. *TRY. hahaha. and back to the point that i wasnt meant to shop, the pair was shoes i really like didnt have my size for the colour i want. it's so hard to find that colour for a pair of shoes :(:(:( and it was only 20 bucks! sad ttmmmmmmmmmm. and that lady even went other shops to find for me but dont have. got black but it's not i wanted that blue, it was really nice. sad case D:
i saw bags i like.. but, no $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
In the end, i settled for a dress and a top in forever 21. CNY SHOPPING DONE.
***
i get v happy when i rmb i know how to cycle! and i think about LB teaching me(:
***
today is my second driving lesson! i went out to the road to drive. it was so fun. i chanced upon a movie/show in the making and a huge accident involving one trainee too.
my instructor gave me biscuits to eat cause i was hungry and baby kept saying i get extra attention (which i dont!). but he's a fun instructor! im shocked to learn that he's driving one of the those crazy sports cars to msia at 240km/h and reaching genting in 3 hrs.
today im staying overnight at clare's (LB) place! haha. im so excited for it. I really dread asking my mum if i can stay over at clare's house bcos you'll never know how she's like. but once i get her approval, i feel v relieved. although i must say just thinking of asking her is enough to put my whole spirit down for a stay over.. talking to her sometimes really suck man. today she called me and tell me that she didnt agree i can stay over. f. so i use the tactic. i told her okay then. and she told me i didnt tell her the reason for staying over. omg do i really need a reason?? anw i had so i told her and she tried to be understanding (YEA RIGHT.) later she lectured me on how i shouldnt be roaming the streets everyday and how i should be more responsible. FOR WHAT? like LB said, im alr working. when i go out i tell her beforehand. i inform her how and what roughly what time im coming home. When i said i pack my a lvls mess i did on that day itself. All these no going out is probably her attempt on wanting me to stay and have dinner tgt as a family? (maybe, just maybe) I know her intentions are good. but so what if i stay at home everyday? i will just watch tv/use the com = grow fat with no money (like what ZM says) what good is that? she also said she doesnt know who i mix around with outside alr. WTS WTB. it's not like i come home at 2am, drunk and smell like cigarettes right. it's not like im out stealing or fighting. it's not like im taking drugs. it's not like im gone for a few nights and come home when i want to. it's not like asking her for more money to spend. so what if i leave the house v early and come home 10 plus. she thinks i like to leave house early?! buck. dont get me started on that. if she just wants me home for dinner, then tell me and dont need to mention about my friends. and im so bumped about the " i should be more responsible" f. damn angry about that. After so many years of parent-teacher meetings and hearing how responsible i am in school, i would think she might have second thoughts about telling me that. Even if at home i can be considered irresponsible for taking things and not returning, switching sth on and leaving it on etc, she should at least trust i can be responsible outside. does school look like home to her? i need to remind myself never to press my kids like that or i think they will run away from home.
bcos of her, one part of me is dying to study overseas. to be honest, the only reason im staying is for my LB and my friends.
Although i should really start on learning my final theory..
and you know what? i think im starting to appreciate LB's patience with me when im being unreasonable. Bcos clearly i know where i got my genes from. it's like you're okay with sth but when sth else bumps you out, you start to be all annoyed and put everything together and argue sth that doesnt make sense and then say stuff that's not necessary. i was so irritated i tell you. i cried. in the mrt. i hate crying in public. normally i cry when im sad but hardly i cry when im so irritated. I think this is the second time only. i just really appreciated the comfort that LB gave(: i love that boy.
we went to watch 14 blades. i coudnt pay much attention at first bcos of what happen but with lb's reassurance i managed to watch the movie. it was nice! But we missed the first part (again. lol) i think i only watched two movies with him that started from the v beginning. lol. but movies with him are ultimate fun.
after that we went to look for the nail polish colour i wanted. and i found it! baby bought it for me. YAY(: actually, i think jp got potential to do shopping. later he bought doughnuts and old chang kee for supper too! (:(:(:
Im quite disappointed to not be able to watch movie with debb on sunday bcos my mum's pissed D: sigh... RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
anw, we wanted to go prawn fishing but i guess not. haha. we're at home now. going to watch saw 6 later. im trying to stay awake!! my stayover will nt be spoilt by the mother :((((
p.s keep happy thoughts.
- Music:Kris allen- No boundaries
today is a happy day.
this passed one month had been one hella rollar coaster ride. A ride that i have promised myself a lil over a year to never go through again. Sometimes not thinking too much into things can actually be a good thing. Why make things so complicated when it can be all that simple right?
Today i feel contented, even blissful if you ask me. Because ive found what i had been longing for for the passed 48 (dreadful) hours. What i found was faith. Faith in me, in him, in us.
When i heard what my baby had gone through, what ive put him through for the passed two days, my heart totally fell. Im just glad that it's all over. If we've been through this, i think we are stronger than many think(:
31st jan was a good day. Despite the awkwardness that lingered at the beginning, i knew he was close to me. It was a feeling that cannot be explained. it's like that person is standing just next to you but you can feel him/her slipping away. Have you had that feeling before?
Many say love is selfish.
Many say when you love someone you dont have to have that person physically.(love shouldnt be selfish)
Many say if you love a person enough, you'll be able to let him/her go
Many say if you love a person enough, you'll be able to hold on no matter what.
Many say many things. At one point or another ive believed in each one of the above. Contradicting as they seem to be, it really isnt. But what ive learnt is that all these cannot be used all the time, all these thinking cannot be used for everyone. In each relationship holds something special. It comes to a point where logic can no longer explain your emotions. At different parts of a relationship, you may believe in different things but what's most impt is that you never stop believing in each other. If you stop doing so, no matter what you believe in will not hold anymore.
As i look at him, into his eyes, i wish i could tell you what he's thinking or how he's truly feeling. But how can anyone know when even i get drowned in his eyes too many times before? Many times i found myself staring at his hands. I really wanted to grab it again. but i couldnt control the voice inside of me, screaming me to do otherwise. It's times like this that your inner voice is louder than your scream. I really thought i was going crazy. I kept talking to the voice inside of my head. Spent too much time talking to my inner voice.
But nobody really could feel how afraid i was inside. I was afraid of living with a regret. Too afraid for my comfort to have to go through another 'what could have been?' It was painful to want to do something but yet you yourself says no and then comes another damn voice telling you, it might just be too late yanno?
To the few people who knows what have been going on lately, some may feel that ive lifted a load off my shoulder. some may feel i still have many chances to meet other guys, some may feel it's wasted to throw away all that we've been through. But none know how i am relieved to end my quarrels but not to end my r/s. And none know i dont want many other chances, i only want ONE chance with my boy. The pain, was nothing compared to what ive put my baby through. I dont need to prove to anyone anymore how this is right, that what im doing is right. Because i dont need to prove to anyone how much he loves me. (you're right)
What an emotional wreck ive let myself be. Ive had enough, now's the time to start making it right again.
nobody said it was going to be easy.
yesterday felt like a whole brand new start.
I stay in love.
***
Coming back to happy thoughts ( sry for the drastic change of emotion but im not going to make my blog some emo blog )
we went shopping. (!!!!!!!!!!) because we were both broke, we couldnt buy anything anyway, so we went high-end shopping. Chanel, LV, Coach, Burberry, Prada. hahaha. It's really fun to go high end shopping. (PROVIDED YOU DONT SEE ANYTHING YOU LIKE) Baby was making me see this burberry watch! it was nice!!! but like 680 can?! hahah. i just bought a burberry bag damn. but knowing my fickle taste in watches, i think it's not wise to spend so much on one. i mean, 680 can buy so many other cheaper watches! and i can go for so many other looks (right? start convincing me)
as we were walking we got stopped to take a picture for a project- called project smiles. they took pictures of couples. we were 63th. hahah. it's on facebook but it's private so not everyone can view it.
then i decided to indulge on chocolate. i bought a box for 31 bucks (12 pieces) haha. that's complete indulgence. I think it's a good to try new things. but never buy it. it's not worth it at all. it's only average. I think Royce is better. (or according to lb, Godiva is better) both are cheaper too.
Lesson learnt, if you wanna try sth dont put all your money on one. try as many as possible. haha.
like advertisement siol! haha
it was a day of complete indulging in sweet stuff(:
im a happy girl. and will be one.
p.s the timing on lb's laptop is wrong.
edited: 15.41 now.
- Mood:
loved - Music:Fall for you- secondhand serenade
going over to loverboy's hse tmr(:
i shall blog tmr. i blogged abt our recent events. but it's not locked/published. it's written. Only for him(:
xoxo.
p.s i really wanna go shopping can?!
p.p.s i really want money to drop from the sky can???? or i dont mind picking it up from the floor maybe? I mean, wishing for it to be sent in nice clean envelope would be too much right?
whatever the case is, i will go shopping! CNY RIGHT??????? :/ hmm.
hey everyone! i know ive been almost missing in action for ages. I have tons of things in my head that i need to do.
1.
2. Confirm working dates this week
3. Charge my camera batteries so i can upload ONE PICTURE.
4. Stop spoiling my eye sight (which means i need to stop looking at this a-sap)
5. Dont forget final theory test is on 19FEBBBBBBB! - i know nothing now
6. GET SLEEP
7. find a date to meet toy +debb + hotstuff. all these are emergency ttm already! ***
omg. there is a internet connection problem. lucky my page still stays or im be PP. (pmsing-pissed)
I guess it means i have to concentrate on blogging bcos all my pages doesnt connect. SB.
Anyways, im kinda getting the hang of work. Work would be totally perfect if PGD, loverboy and twin was there as well! The people i work with have their good and bad. Everyone does i suppose. but i hardly get to hang out with those of my age bcos they are doing sales and im admin. There is a girl who is around my age working admin but really, you'll understand why i try not to get too close with her once you meet her. everyone has warned me about her. She didnt get me fired on my 3rd day though - that's pretty much an accomplishment for her.
Thematic week was hell double the work! this week when i go to work, there's no more thematic! yes it will return to haunt me but for now, i shall enjoy(:
ANYWAY, I GOT MY FIRST PAY! okay, i got it on 21jan! but i only rmbed to check it today! I dont really know when they deposit money but im feeling more money coming in :D:D:D i only submitted one sheet of my recruit form so i dont know why it's so much unless my second sheet was submitted in too but that's impossible bcos on 21jan i was still working on the second sheet. so, if my second sheet hasnt been submitted it means that a lot more moola is coming in!!!!!!!!! (: and if i manual count my hours, that amount is for 2 days. i worked 4 days last week! YAYYYYYYY
anyways, i will be focusing more on driving in feb. Feb is going to be really busy with CNY, vday (SO DAMN SUCK THEY FALL ON THE SAME DAY. WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO), driving, work, phuket trip. All in the month of feb with 28 days.
Highlight 1: met up with PGD and tiffy for a friend's concert! it was actually better than i expected (esp john mayor's song! it was good!) but i really wanted to stay on to watch class act and another band. but both of them wanted to go off and class act's performance is much later so we went off :(
I tried the jappo ice cream! (:
Highlight 2: met up with loverboy! :D -he dropped by to work once(: anw we went to his aunt's house warming and then we went to vivo to watch
Law Abiding Citizen
it's a good movie!
(:
Had a fun time:D
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THE CLOTHES HERE ARE GORGEOUS!!!!
so much for the work entry. but anyways, work has been "so far so good". I think im picking up at a good speed! but i still forget some details here and there :( i hope i rmb everything by next week bcos i wont have ZM (sis's bf) to help me out already :((((( im out to survive on my own! D:
*keeping fingers cross*
Ive been ending v late. like 10 plus on the first night and 0005 on sat! :O I just hope everything tallies on tue and wed!
other than that, work is pretty okay.
If i make it through the first month, i think im safe.
meanwhile, loverboy cant join me at work bcos there are many new comers :( what a bummer D: i was so looking forward to that.
really tired now.
***
I NEED TO BUY ANOTHER PAIR OF JEANS! cause cn only wear blue nowD: no way am i wearing the same old pair over and over and over again for months!
- Mood: content
inspired by our adventure at the canal, loverboy came up with another adventure. to go pulau ubin and cycle! omg. that's really an adventure. esp after we realised both of us didnt know how to get there! hahaha. so i was texting toy how to get there. and he told me must go tenah merah. -.- if i travelled there by train i would have travelled around spore that day! from amk to jurong and then to pasir ris side. gosh.
anw, our plan was modified later on bcos we werent sure that there would be enough ppl for the boat to start. east coast it was!
i think that was a good plan B. our initial hesitation was that it would be too packed. but i rmbed it's a school day, weekday and it's during the day. so there would nt be many people. so yes, good choice. even the weather was on our side! it was sunnybut v v v windy! (: 
our picnic mat. hee(: so excited. 
the start of our day(: -which is always in the afternoon btw
we reached east coast! -okay that wasnt much of an adventure bcos we got there by cab. HAHAHA.
FIRST TIME FIRST TIME! loverboy was laughing saying i was v v retarded when i learn. haha. cause i kept screaming that im falling to the left but it was bcos i wasnt getting my balance and went too slow to get it anw. BUT! i got the hang of it l8t! so proud of myself. actually, v v! bcos i honestly didnt think i would take that fast to learn it. to me, that's v v fast already. like 15-30 min? less than 30 iknow bcos we didnt cycle much before we took a break and started having our picnic.
he made me take this pic. HE WAS CLEARLYYYYYYYY ENJOYING LIFE! H8 MY HAIR. NEED TO DO STH ABOUT IT. (ANY SUGGESTIONS?)
GRADUATED! (: next is a car. hahahha.
-which i must mention i have problems booking practical lessons. blardly pissed off with it. ughh. 
it was a v v v good way to mark the end of my freedom (work-free days!) i was v tired but i had so much fun! after cycling and picnic, we spent 2 hours plus picking up seashells! we picked up really nice unique shells. MANY MANY MANY SHELLS! and..... look what we found! (below below below)
MINI SEASHELLS (we have almost all the mini versions of the big ones!)
*meanwhile: we saw a fish head too! (i wouldnt say we found a fish head bcos we didnt anticipate it at all! 
baby almost lost his slippers to the waves. i saw his sad face (milliseconds before he accidentally step on it when it returned with the waves) it was adorable. lol! like a little boy whose firetruck got stolen. 
MINI(:
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:Forever & Always -Taylor Swift
alrights peeps! follow me on twitter.
it's going to have the bulk of my daily immediate updates bcos i reckon i'll be too damn tired to blog after starting work! so yes, keep ya updated there alrights(:
i really hope i dont screw up first day of work! I really really really hope loverboy get the job too. and we can work tgt! how fun:D:D:D
had ultimate fun with him ytd at east coast. cycling+ picnic + picking seashells (elaborated entry soon)
i know how to cycle already!
(pls send your congrats via sms.HAHAHHAHAHAHA) -KIDDING.
OKAY I NEEDA GO GET READY FOR WORK NOW! wish me luck.
wish me luck. i hope i dont get too much shyte. need a lot of rest now!
excited for tmr's cycling +picnic outing with loverboy!
i hope i come home in one piece! Amen.
- Mood: cheerful
note: CAROLINE ONLY RMBS HAPPY STUFF(:(:(:
1. The gang
im v v v happy to meet up with the gang! :D (except for edmund. dont know where he is now??) hanif looks so different. hahaha.
2. Baking with PGD (finally) 
that was the only one i found. really small. damn joke. it took us ages. 
when i found the bigger one! but it took forever. lol 
THIS IS SO GROSS (ESP THE BUTTER) 
FIRST BATCH 
PGD and her really gross boob cupcake. HAHAHA. 
it was really good!! 
this was the most bitter chocolate drink ever ( i think it's chocolate?) which, we added into the second batch! (not knowing what it was!!) hahahhaha. 
failed attempt on chocolate cupcakes. hahahha. it was really funny bcos i only realised i didnt know what i added after pgd started to use the electric mixer. and then we decided to add a bit of cocoa powder anw and it was really gross. smells bad and looks bad. it's coffee colour. LOOK! (above)
speaking of missing ingredients, our first batch didnt have the ingredient to give our cupcakes the flavour it was suppose to have- VANILLA ESSENCE! omg! hahahh. but it still didnt taste bad! the second batch was so good! im not joking it really was!
so v v v proud of us! we didnt burn the kitchen! (:
3. Loverboy.
things are starting to get back on track with superman.. we've been through hell. i wish for better days. Save me the heartache. I dont know how this is going to work. but just have faith.
4. Outing with hotstuff
met her in a cab -.- haha. weather was a killer, no affinity with 136 today so i took cab to meet her at amk and we cab to town cause i was late anw. and the taxi driver went the long way. CHEAT MY MONEY. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET CHEATED FOR CAB!!!!!! DO I REALLY LOOK DIRECTION BLIND?? this time i knew he was going long way but if i ask him turn back, it wouldnt be much better anw. so nvm. i even went passed hotstuff's school can! wtb.
and then he went pass hotstuff so she had to wait to cross the road. and the cab fare was alr 7 plus bucks. from my house to amk mrt should be around 4 plus, 5? max 6 if there's heavy traffic. ugh. i always get cheated!
anw, we went to orchard central to eat. tried a new place. pizza and spaghetti was good. 
she said i looked v tired. she's right. 
nice but v oily and a lil turn off. i ate until i was beyond full! i hate a lot more than hotstuff! the roles are switched D: i didnt take pics of other food. haha. busy eating
i was really full but i wanted to try. pls dont try this choc flvour. try honeycomb it's nice. 
can see new earrings(:
other photos are on fb. had major total fun today! I heart her(:
- Mood: content
but we all know, i h8 this part right here.
i agree that (blah blah blah)
but how can one be so optimistic everytime?
what a way to spoil a gd day.
'so much for everything. ughhh.
i swore like ten thousand times in my head alr.
Is it really suppose to be this hard?
im utterly crushed.
like never before.
i wanna believe if you're at rock bottom, the only way is up.
but can i?
crushed. simply crushed
im done here.
- Mood: crushed
now or never
now or never
3.5/5
interesting movie. not fantastic somehow. it doesnt have a big climax. it has v small many climax. but pretty good entertainment. it was funny. 
she's been a good girl listening to her bf. i didnt drink. that's screwdriver. everyone said it was v nice. i really really wanted to try :(:(:( sorry debbs. i know she wanted me to drink a lil. i dont know how many times i had this convo
person *: "eh go try and drink! "
me: cannot..my bf dont allow
person*: HUH WHY?!?!
me: urm.. i dont know leh. (then i realised i really dont know why.)
at least 5 times i had the same exact convo. even with marcus's uncle. he damn funny and ironic when he realised he never see me drink at all.
"a promise is a promise. but you see, your bf is not here! " -quoted. hahahhaa.
damn bucking hard to fight the temptation to drink. i like drinking i dont like getting drunk so i kn v well when to stop. but 
buff siol! and super bright debbie (as usual) hahaha
we heart tae kyung! idiot debbie dont want to give me his pic! 
debbie looks drunk. hahaha but she's far from it pls. she can take so many shots.
really glad to have personal time with the gang. i miss them a hell lot. didnt get to see them for more than month! v v v happy to have catch up. but we could do with more time ! D:
xoxo.
***
why the false pretense,
ALL OVER AGAIN?!
no wait, it never left.
- Music:Overtone- Colorblind (Invictus OST)
okay im trying to make this really really quick. i only have one hour plus before i needa get ready to head out!
going to watch Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
with debbs at 4pm and class bbq in the evening!
so i needa summarize my events.
1. bowling -with superman.
was really really fun(: he's the first non-family member i can bowl with without feeling awkward/nervous about. im pretty nervous bowling with twin (only at first). so im kinda good with him too. only these two ppl. haha. we played three games. i won TWO. he won ONE. and i didnt cheat! haha. it was really fun!!!
2. science centre! crazy rush fun + piercing of my ears (again)
[in real time, im about to kill somebody bcos after i finished loading "the lovely bones"-since i watched it halfway that time- connection got prob and it refreshed my page. UGH. so i gave up. i watched it halfway the other time and lost the link. it's an okay movie i suppose. nothing really wow about it]
pictures from science centre 
superhyper active boys like him belong to science centre -permanently. hahha. but too bad im taking him home. he's my exhibition! 
-.- talk and listen at the same time. he didnt hear waht he heard and he didnt know what he was talking about. HAHAHHA.
he said lookalike. RUBBISH! 
HAHA. this kinda thing is always epic fail for me. 
THIS IS SAME SAME. not rubbish. he's twin! 
and we started to play with this machine. it can predict how you look like in future and in the past. hahaha. old man. damn funny. now, the next two pics below are FICTION. 
i DO not look like that when i was younger! 
nor like that when im older. WTB WTB WTB WTB! no way! hahahha. 
omnithreatre, 
(:(:(:
went to gold/;heart to pierce my ears -for the second time.
then baby brought me to swensens cause i wanted to eat icecream! he ordered food and we shared topless 5. just that the guy made a wrong order so we got another icecream for free(: the durian is really really good! they changed it already. last time wasnt like that. so i was satisfied and we left.
3. Invictus
a v meaningful movie. the rugby match was exciting! -finally i understand the game. remembered how pgd and i embarrassed ourselves at a real match. oh gosh. haha.
baby bought me this couple ring! (: he's such a dear even though he felt it was a lil waste of money but he surprised me with this AND COTTON CANDY (!!!) when i came home from korea.
5. JOB.
im almost close to getting it already! no jinxing myself so i'll blog about it once i get confirmations.
6. my bloody valentine (online)
the show was good. i love this genre- this type of killer come after victim horror films. it was M18 last time so i didnt catch it in the cinema :( missed the 3D effect. would be dead cool to experience it 3D!! anyway, it still cant compare to "i know what you did last summer"/ "scream"/"urban legend". still thought those were better cause this killer was running after the victims. killer can only walk! not run! but there's a lot a lot a freaking lot of gore! and there was a porn clip that wasnt shown. like you can see the killer push the face of the guy into the axe that was stuck upright from the ground. you can see how it cut through and whatnot. really gross.
good twist to the movie at the end.
7. passed my basic theory driving test
yes. bring it to the nxt lvl!
- Mood: content
- Music:Im waiting- All american rejects
3/5.
the whole concept is v refreshing. but i read comments saying it's like silent hill. sounds familiar but i dont think i caught that movie. it's pretty good bcos as cliche as it is, expect the unexpected. the only thing i didnt like was the ending. there was no ending.or at least the ending was to tell the audience that there wasnt going to be an ending.
anyways, im looking for sites to watch
The Case of Itaewon Homicide
it's a korean movie with Jang Geun Suk (tae kyung). and you can hear him say the f word. haha sounds v funny. but it looks interesting so i really wanna watch it.
i spent the whole afternoon rotting at home. i have new year resolutions. but what'sthe use of making them when you dont keep them? im thinking of blogging them so at least when you write it down, you kinda have no choice but try to keep them -right?
anyways, i havent really mentioned ytd.
loverboy and i watch hi my sweetheart. and i cried. hahaha. what a retard! it was funny bcos i was leaning on his shoulders and he didnt know i was crying and then my tear dropped on his arm and he was like "omg! so kua zhang! " hahahhaa. but i was crying a lot. it was really sad okay :( im a sucker for heartbreaks. but i heard there are only 13 eps D:
after which i spent 3 hours clearing his room. im v satisfied with my efforts! we had dinner at (his) home. and i had to take the public transport home. omg. darling, take your lisence pls!! (one month-ish more!) i have confidence he will pass on his first try.
speaking of public transport. i was totally cheated cheated CHEATED! they didnt tell me im paying adult fee now! so i dont tab when i get off the bus. TWICE. ytd i paid more than 6 bucks worth of public transport. WTB. going to loverboy's house will not be cheap from now on. (at least anything is cheaper than cab)
i will blog about my new year resolutions l8t.
oh what the heck i'll do it now.
1. be a better girlfriend
2. stop (less) procrastinating
3. get a job (at least for a month)
4. stop eating when im not hungry
5. start yoga/regular exercise
6. learn a third language (french)
7. spend more wisely
8. do more charity
9. stop holding back
10. learn to cook
11. maintain my eyesight
12. stop losing touch of people
13. blog regularly
14. get my driving lisence
15. be more responsible
16. keep to my new year resolution *
okay that's all i can think of. (for now)
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Music:straightjacket feeling- All american rejects
you're beautiful
and the one thing i regretted not buying from korea is this pig-rabbit! i saw this little girl with that toy in a plastic bag while shopping and i was hoping to find it but i didnt! :( tae kyung is hilarious. and i saw a reality show of him, he's actually really good looking! -more cute than handsome. but whatever. his smile is damn funny bcos you cant see his eyes anymore, it makes you smile as well. lol!
THIS CLIP IS A MUST WATCH! IT'S THE BEST PART OF THE ENTIRE SERIES HAHA.
SHE IS ANGRY.
THE MOTHER IS DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE.
UGH.
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had a great time ytd.
bro left for aussie. Heard i'll be seeing him in june. whatever it is, the house seems a lot emptier w/o him. i think it's him and his junk all over the place. and i dont like it bcos now more attention is put on me. i can do with 0.1 attention right now.
went to loverboy's hse to watch movie. we watched "the passion of the christ". i cried and felt so silly i started laughing. and it wasnt funny at all bcos it was at the part where jesus was being crucified. it was so gruesome. dont even get me started.
after which i had dinner with his parents and lil bro at jerry's. the food was really good. then they sent me home.
and the (my) mother was acting nazi.
ugh x100
- Mood:
frustrated
note: im only posting significant photos. THere are over 400 photos in my camera ( are there two cameras) so i cant put everything up or 'my page will take forever to load. 
day of arrival! 5am? :/
the weather was FREEZING! 
the back of this statue. Rub the nose of this statue if you want to give birth to a son. do you see what i see? hahaha. i didnt get it at first. 
in a palace where dachangjin was filmed
OMGOMGOMGOMG! I TOOK THIS PICTURE 5 TIMES. HAHAHA. 
THIS is the front of that statue.
i climbed a mountain to see this. so tiring!!! only my bro and i made it to the top. haha.
this is barely 1/4 up yet. like 1/8?
TINY.
we were plucking oranges to eat before my bro found this huge insect shell and scared us with it. it got us screaming. DAMN GROSS CAN.
this black pig is used to clean ppl's ass after they shit. it will lick your ass clean (:O)
guys need to use the stick. bcos the pig eats snakes too. and if guys shit there, there's sth else that looks like a snake. i am amused.
spot the diff. hahaha. teddy bear factory.
so adorable!
this place was some mysterious hill. where you are going uphill. and when the bus driver switch off this engine and let go of the break, it will go upwards on its own. it's funny when you see taxis and cars doing the same thing. haha.
vintage style. didnt think i will ever go up a plane like that. haha. 
water taxi. 
ice gallery.
i will buy superman this computer. hahaha.
won third prize for my ice scrupture. we were all making jugs to fill our drink. i made a heartshape. haha.
OMG. THIS ROOM IS SO PRINCESSY.
EVERLAND. would have been a lot more fun during summer.
the zoo was really amusing btw. 
KOREAN BEARS! 
like disneyland
skiing!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaha. damn fun!!! and i didnt fall. phew.
our instructor was our tour guide. smart way to make extra money. he won competitions before. 
hahahha. my lazy way of bringing up the ski boards
my first KIMCHI! hahahhaha. look like used sanitary napkin. damn gross. hahahhahahaha. did your face just change? haha.
okay, i'll stop with the pictures from camera one. overall, korea was really fun! despite the weather being so ridiculously cold, i actually had fun. i ate their ice cream in the freezing cold weather too.
im happy bcos i managed to buy my burberry bag! the black and white and grey edition(: it was 984.20 bucks. and i bought a really nice bracelet which cos almost the price of the burberry bag! sponsor: the mother.
i bought korean snacks too!! (:(:(:
happy (effing) new year.
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